What's the P.INT?

I keep asking

What's the point of doing certain things? Do you know? I hope you do, because not knowing the point feels the same as not knowing the meaning of life. Again, What's the point of striving and never getting nothing back? What's the point of loving if you don't get any love back? What's the point of being patient if we never get what we are waiting for? I mean why, why we keep trying being perfect when nobody is? What's the point of living? What's the point of dying? What's the point of wanting? What's the point of doing good or bad? Can someone or something answer me?

I had lived the good of the worst things

I sometimes(mostly of the time) feel like whatever I'm doing I'm doing it wrong. I don't know why, but I know is wrong and when I realize that what I was doing is OK..., but then is to late. I guess I was missing the point of doing it right or wrong. When people ask me about my life I only say little and our conversation is too short, why? Well, because I only tell them what is good in my horrible life and sometimes (again mostly of the time) I made up things, just for not looking weird; I just don't want people to know or realize an of my problems.

I wish that it was me, I wish that I was the one alcoholic, the one being a bad parent, the one that abuses,  the one racist, the one homophobic, the one that commit the mistakes and the one made the choices; because I know if I was the one I know I could be the one that put a stop and fix everything for the good of everyone in this mad F-ing world we call home.

What should/could I do?

I have run out of options, so many things to do, but I guess I have no guts for doing anything right; not even guts for putting an end to the problems of my miserable life, because that's me; I have try it but I just can't, is like something is pulling me out of that path because I  still have some purpose in this F-ing life. Then if I have a point for why I'm living, WHY is that I keep suffering and regretting every second of my life? I believe that I'm not the only one feeling like that or else the world will be happier. Don't you think the same?

Fin(Google Translate)

The point is(I think) that we have to keep asking ourselves and the people around us what the point is? Please, just listen to what you feel is the point, no what you think; because some thinks really only come from the heart. The point if you know it please be free to comment and share your opinion.